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Daddy kink with Matt/Matthew? Hmm?
Anonymous

Maaaaaaybeee?

*vibrates excitedly because OTP + daddy kink = awesomeness*
Anonymous

I’ve been meaning to write it for ages ^^; hopefully it’s okay. It might not be up for a day or two, though. Lupus Maledicte takes priority and I’m going to be a smidge busy for the next couple of days.

I’m actually going to post this in reference to my present werewolf AU fic and that post about normal wolf packs not operating under an Alpha Omega hierarchy. I am fully aware of this, I did read up on it. But at least in reference to my particular take on it, the reason I have included Alphas and the like is because they are werewolves. Regular, wild wolves wouldn’t use that kind of hierarchical system but because werewolves would be partly human and because they exist within the constrictions of society I think this kind of system would arise as an umbrella system, with individual packs operating under more of a family system, though not fully.

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jethroq:

pterobat:

naamahdarling:

did-you-kno:

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Wolves fighting for dominance as a “thing” came from observation of captive packs.  Observation of genuinely wild packs has revealed that it is not, in fact, a “thing.”

Y’hear that, ya dumbass modern werewolf writers?

hear that, self-styled “alpha males”?

They weren’t even captive packs, they were a bunch of unrelated wolves shoved together in too-small a space.

madmaudlingoes:

jethroq:

pterobat:

naamahdarling:

did-you-kno:

Source

Wolves fighting for dominance as a “thing” came from observation of captive packs.  Observation of genuinely wild packs has revealed that it is not, in fact, a “thing.”

Y’hear that, ya dumbass modern werewolf writers?

hear that, self-styled “alpha males”?

They weren’t even captive packs, they were a bunch of unrelated wolves shoved together in too-small a space.

questiun:

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Ah, I see. Thank you for explaining all that to me! I can't wait for the next chapter. ;3
Anonymous

You’re very welcome! I’m glad you liked it, and I hope the next one lives up to your expectations u.u

Thank you! That really cleared it up. I kinda get where Mattie’s coming from, and he’s been really stressed so he’s not probably going to react to everything in the best of ways either. But he didn’t exactly say “Hi” to Alfred first either, just gave him a judging look and when Al called him out on it retorted with calling Al an ass. Like Al’s no saint in this, even if he’s learning to deal with his new aggressive instincts he shouldn’t of beaten up on Al or Matt, but after seemingly repeatedly telling Tommy to get out and no he didn’t want to give him a chance, and Tommy persistently (agh can’t spell) asking again and again even though Alfred already told him no and to get out, him finally shouting it doesn’t seem that unreasonable? I mean, not the best reaction but certainly not a warranted reaction. IDK it just felt like when Mattie was comforting Tommy, calling Al’s moment a “Tantrum” that he was down playing what happened to Al and how really scary and traumatic it is.  I’m not trying to make you feel bad or anything! It’s a really good story, and Mattie’s reactions to everything have been pretty realistic (at least for someone with his personality). It just felt like to me that Mattie wasn’t really taking how Alfred might of felt about all this seriously (Which I mean Mattie’s had a very emotionally draining week, and has had more time to get used to the whole “werewolves exist” thing) aside from how it was affecting Mattie himself.

At least in my opinion, no one is thinking clearly at this point. Alfred is sore and tired and stressed and probably just wants a burger and a nap. Matthew is tired and stressed and terrified. What I haven’t actually mentioned yet but will come up later (not really a spoiler) is that he’s a teenager still, the rest of them are all adults and he’s trying to keep up with them and seem mature and in control but it’s a bit of a struggle. Tommy does have his reasons for being a persistent little shit, but those will come later on :D Everyone should settle down a little bit in a chapter or two. 

Though to be fair I don’t know how good a relationship Alfred and Matthew actually have in this verse. They love each other, sure, but they do fight quite a lot. 

Your werewolf fics are the best fics I've ever read. You're the best!!! Thank you for writing them<3
Anonymous

Oh my gosh, thank you so much! All this positive feedback makes me really happy. I just. I can’t. Thank you all so much!

I love your 1p2p werewolf fic! But why was Mattie being so hard on Al? I mean Tommy literally attacked him and nearly killed him, forced upon him his werewolf-ness without his consent, I mean beating up Al isn't ok, violence isn't the answer. But IDK I don't think most people would want to be around their attacker, and it's reasonable that Alfred wouldn't want anything to do with Tommy after what he did to him. Just wanted to get your thoughts and what exactly Mattie's thoughts are.
Anonymous

I’m glad you like it! And I’m glad you asked because the more I look over it, the more I realise that I’m not really explaining it properly. (Tomorrow’s chapter might be a bit delayed because I’m actually really unhappy with some of it.)

Matthew is not happy with Tommy at all. He doesn’t like that he bit Alfred, he doesn’t like how he bugs Matt, he doesn’t like his attitude. Matthew’s also been emotionally keelhauled so he’s not feeling all too great. And while Alfred could be a bit of a dick before he was turned, he wasn’t actively violent and it’s the shock of seeing his brother acting so differently than how he used to that’s pushing Matthew away from him for the time being. He hadn’t been able to talk to his brother in a week, he’s been fearing for his life and the first opportunity he really has to talk to him, Alfred screams at someone else and kicks a fuss and Matthew doesn’t even get a hello? He’s upset. He was really worried about Alfred and now Al is just about ignoring him unless he’s doing something Al doesn’t like. Like tending to Tommy.

When he says, “You’re an ass, Alfred,” he doesn’t mean, ‘You’re treating that poor fang-happy werewolf like shit so you’re an ass’ he means, ‘You’re treating everyone like shit, particularly me but him especially, so you’re an ass.’

Alfred is being perfectly reasonable in not wanting to be around Tommy, but honestly I think he could have handled it better if he wasn’t so strung out. 

I don’t know if that helped any? I know I could have made it sound a little more like that. 

Oh Mai god!!! I'm really enjoying this werewolf thing! Please keep up the good work!!
Anonymous

Thank you so much! The au is kind of my baby and I’m so glad you like it!

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Lupus Maledicte - 06

Blinking sleepily and squinting at his alarm clock, Matthew grumbled. He wasn’t due to wake up for another fifteen minutes. But he might as well get a head start.

Heaving himself out of bed in a shuffle and tangle of blankets, Matthew washed his face and brushed his teeth. He didn’t need to get dressed just yet so he just stretched, and wandered downstairs, content in the knowledge that Alfred was home and safe and not dying any more. At least there was that silver lining to this whole mess.

Stumbling into the kitchen, he smiled quietly to himself when he remembered that he was going to be cooking for two carnivores now instead of just his brother. Unless Alfred had chased Matt off. He paused, spatula in hand. That thought pulled at his lips, his brows furrowing.

“He’s still alive, if that’s what you’re worried about,” Matt rumbled behind him and Matthew had to bite the inside of his lip to stop his smile growing. Stupid freaking crush on a dumb freaking wolf.

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There’s this one fic that I really wanted to write and I hand wrote most of it but I don’t know where I put it. It was loosely based off a Stephen King novel but without all the Stephen King. 

Where did I put it?????

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